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thanks to them for subscribing. comments would be nice though. this is an entry thats pretty much how i feel about everything going on in my life right now.. my boyfriend of almost 10 months broke up with me.. and i dont honestly understand why. we're going to talk about it tomorrow afterschool.. but its so hard to wait until then.

[01]
Was it something I said?
Or something I never did?
Or was I always in the way?
Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?

[02]
Where you are is where i want to be,
And through your eyes all the things
I want to see, And in the night you
are my dream, you're everything to me.

[03]
It's not a silly little moment
It's not the storm before the calm
This is the deep and dying breath
of this love we've been working on

[04]
I never wanted to say this, I put my faith in you,
so much faith in you. Then you just threw it away.

[05]
If I could remove the stars from the sky,
If I could make the planets align,
If I could turn the sea to ice,
If I could make the day be night,
would you come home to me?

[06]
I just don't want you to wake up and realize that you
want to be something more, something better.
I want to be it for you.

[07]
She has never been one to wait around.
She's always moving, dancing, running
but for some reason, with him? She's patient, she'll wait.
She has never waited for anything, anyone, except him.

[08]
I'm not perfect, I'll annoy you, piss you off,
say stupid things and then I'll take them back.
but put all of that aside and you'll realize
that you'll never find another girl like me.

[09]
I know you don't want this but know
that I need this more than I did before.

[10]
I hate this place. The smell of your cologne
and the sound of your laughter reside here.

thats all for tonight. im not exactly in the best mood.
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[01]
Theres only so much you
can put her through before
she stops trusting you.

[02]
Don't curse love,
curse the asshole that hurt you.

[03]
She's wrong. I can't go back. What would it prove anyway?
You can't change the past. You said you'd always be there for me.
But you're not. It's because of me. It's my fault.
-The Lion King

[04]
you're standing at the door, i'm falling to the floor
you look even better than you did before
i'm staring at my feet wondering if i can do this
it's been a while, but i couldn't forget you.

[05]
i thought that we'd make it, because you
said that we'd make it through.
and when all security fails, will you
be there to help me through?

[06]
Then you finally feel like you belong somewhere.
Everything is okay and nothing hurts.

[07]
there's nothing wrong with sending a quick note if you're busy or
just want to flirt, but it's hard to have any real interaction over text.
in the buffet of communication, text messaging should
be a side dish, not the entree.

[08]
after all, you can only be in a bad mood for so long
before you have to face up to the fact that isn't a bad mood
at all. it's just your sucky personality.

[09]
everyone thinks i'm overreacting. but what they don't get is
how much of my life you really were. you were much more to me
than just another relationship down the drain.
no, you were my past, my present, & my future.
you were my whole life.

[10]
when we meet again, we'll have one of those fake conversations,
mention the weather, have a coke. because that's
what people do, when they grow apart.

[11]
so, there was this boy with his mom at the park during the summer.
his mom bought him a popsicle and ice-cream cone. she told the
boy to choose. afterwards, he cried because both of them melted.
what did it teach him? to choose before there's nothing left.

[12]
i've given up on so many things, don't ask me to give up on you.

[13]
earth is round. one day you're on the top of the world.
but as time passes by, sooner or later , you will be on the bottom.

[14]
you were right. i should've done it sooner. but i'm still not going to fix this.

[15]
wait for the person who pursues you, the one who will make an ordinary moment seem magical, the kind of person who brings out the best in you & makes you want to be a better person ; wait for the person who will be your best friend , the only person who will drop everything to be with you at any time no matter what the circumstances, for the person who makes you smile like no one else & when they smile you know they need you. wait for the person who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats & a tee shirt, but appreciates it when you get dressed up for them. & most of all, wait for the person who will put you up at the center of their universe, because that's where you belong.

[16]
i know people try to help me because they really care.
but i don't want to open up to them because i know i would end up in tears.

[17]
the first person you fell in love with stole your heart. the first person you made love with stole your soul.
& if these were one & the same, you were doomed.

[18]
if you hear that someone is speaking ill of you, instead of trying to defend yourself, you should say, " they obviously don't know me very well, since there are so many other faults they could've mentioned. "

[19]
you'd give anything for it. sometimes you give everything, but sometimes it's just not enough.

[20]
sometimes we just need to get out, to get away & forget everything, in order to realize that what we have really isn't all that bad.

[21]
& when you're feeling lonely, look up at the moon.
somewhere, someone is staring at the same moon, feeling lonely too.

^ i've always done that my whole life. my boyfriend and i have this thing about looking at the moon.. it always makes me happy =)

[22]
the world is a better place when you smile.
-the guardian by nicholas sparks

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[01]
i forgot to tell you something
i forgot to clear the air
forgot to apologize for nothing
i forgot that life’s not fair
but i remember you swearing to me
i remember you never cried
i remember wanting to believe
but now i don’t remember why

[02]
I kiss the clouds on rainy days
and smile for you when skies are gray

[03]
i'll wait here forever just to see you smile
because it's true, i am nothing without you

[04]
Though I'm here in this far off place,
my air is not this time and space.
I draw you close with every breath.
You don't know it's right until it's wrong.
You don't know it's yours until it's gone,
I didn't know that it was home ‘til I up and left .

[05]
There's a sort of magic in that twinkle in your eye,
and I can tell from the way you smile
that you know how I desperately need you.

[06]
through it all, i've made my mistakes
i stumble and fall, but i mean these words;
i want you to know
with everything i won't let this go
these words are my heart and soul

[07]
Standing beside him
the stars shined even brighter
And for a moment all the world was,
all the world was still

[08]
Night falls like people into love.
We generate our own light
to compensate for the lack of
light from above. Every time
we fight, a cold wind blows our way.
And baby, I just want you to
understand that I'm not angry anymore.
No, I'm not angry anymore.

[09]
when i'm with you, i am calm. a pearl
in your oyster. head on my chest. a
silent smile. a private kind of happiness.
you see, giant proclamations are all
very well. but our love is louder than words.

[10]
Forgiveness can hurt as much as it heals
but giving up doesn't do anything.

[11]
and all the things that I know that I should’ve said
well I think I’m ready to tell you them now
and don’t be afraid if you don’t understand
cause I think we’ll make it somehow.

[12]
baby I will wait for you
cause I don't know what else I can do
I really need you in my life
And no matter what I have to do
I'll wait for you

[13]
I only ever wanted you
So I'll take this seat
patiently wait until you decide to come
cause no one else will do
I only ever dream of you

[14]
I want to hear you say you'll miss me like I'll miss you.
and I can’t pretend that I’m happy when you’re miles away.
I just need someone to tell me that I’m not alone

[15]
Oh, and your smile is worth a million charming words.
I wish to be lost in your arms.

[16]
all day, all i said to myself,
was if he's here, today will be a little better.
and the minute you walked in the door,
i swear to god, it was better.

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[01]
Boy, you confuse the hell out of me.

[02]
I flip open my cellphone & stare at the keypad. I want to hear his voice so badly, to be connected to him, to ask him why and how & what I can do to make it better. But you can't force someone to love you.

[03]
Whenever you talk to me,
I get the best feeling in the world
and I hope it lasts forever.

[04]
You continuously ruin my life.
&& I continuously let you.

[05]
As badly as I want to be with you,
a part of me that knows that if it's not happening,
then maybe it's just not meant to be.

[05]
Tell me my dreams are unrealistic,
because I'll tell you,
yours aren't big enough.

[06]
Fuck yeah, i'm still holding on.
Making mountians out of molehills
these days still mean everything to me.

[07]
it's funny how
when you finally get over someone,
you start seeing them
in a whole new perspective.
it's like you're looking at them
through the eyes of your best friend,
and you realize, he's nothing special.
he's just another ordinary boy.

[08]
i believe that imagination is stronger than knowledge, that myth is more potent than history. i believe that dreams are more powerful than acts, that hope always triumphs over experience, that laughter is the only cure for grief, and i believe that love is stronger than death. i believe the sun should never set upon an argument, i believe we place our happiness in other people's hands, i believe that junk food tastes so good because it's bad for you. i believe your parents did the best job they knew how to do, i believe that beauty magazines promote low self-esteem. i believe i'm loved when i'm completely by myself, alone.

[09]
and i'm breaking free from
everything you've meant to me.

[10]
I have come to realize that he's just a guy,
a special one maybe, but he's not mine.
I don't need to do things to make him love me again.
If he wanted to, he would.

[11]
We'll beat this town black and blue
With my quick and easy flow
They will ask us where we came from
Where's the place that we blew in from
I wanna make them like us
I wanna make them worship us
It will make you feel like you're in love

[12]
Hey hey old friend
I think it's been too long
Grab the guitar, let's sit around, play our favorite song 

[13]
i've learned that you cannot make someone
 love you. all you can do is stalk them
 and hope they panic and give in.

[14]
so run with what you got,
& chase with what you need.

[15]
I got your letters that you sent to me,
and it feels like summer,
but you're far away from me
when I need you here.

[16]
I got your letters that you sent to me,
and it feels like summer,
but you're far away from me
when I need you here.

[17]
now you can feel the knots in your stomach untie
and suddenly it's not so hard to say you're alright

[18]
Never let go of anything you can't
go a day without thinking about.

[19]
we were tongue tied but didn't mind
waking up late, waking up to the sunset
singing sweet songs on the east coast
so give it up love, just for luck one more time
i couldn't say it enough if i tried
but i know this is it, this is what we've been waiting for.

[20]
and when you hit the coast
I hope you think of me
and how I’m stuck here with the ghost
of what we used to be.

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Today is the day we leave our past behind;;
today we say our last good-byes, memories in the
back of my mind, held close by until the day i die.

i like that quote lotssssssssssss.
so im kinda only posting so i dont lose it. tehe. but oh wells.